ok....
if a person that was not a jw (worldly) treated you like this....what would you do????
you would never go near them again...... you would not let them treat you this way........
why are you letting the jws treat you this way????
you are a human person....that has a right to be treated kindly and respectfully....
try to put it into perspective.....these people are not very nice ....and aren't your true friends....
so dont let them treat you like that by being around them......you are worth more than that.....
just like the others have said....this will pass.....tomorrow is a new day.....
see if you can get some counselling....and start making new friends and acquaintances.....
lp